There is always time when you feel like losing yourself. You take a halt and contemplate. You give yourself questions that you don’t always know how to answer, wish that someone out there can give such satisfying answers or you don’t even want to know the answers at all.
You also try to search within yourself, within your history of life. Looking for reasons why you do things. Why do you like reading? What kind of books do you prefer reading? Why do you go to the gym? What makes you smile?
Hoping to find yourself again, from the answers.
Some can’t, some can.
Benny, even though he has more Q (read: questions) instead of A (read: answers), he seemed to find himself again. His old funny, humorous self that he thought had disappeared somewhere out there.
Benny managed to find himself back. And, he promised that his humor will not be forced. His humor will be a product of a happy soul. He will just be himself.
Yes, Benny, you’re right on that. I also believe that by being yourself, no lies, no pretense, is a lot better. It’s healthier.
WTG, Benny!
